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  • Nov 23 Mon 2009 07:38
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November 22nd

Firstly i like to wish all the SPM and STPM people good luck in their state exams.

Supposely im a SPMer as well this year after that would be college. If i never come here to Ireland, i would be either studying graphic design or chinese physician in KL. I always wanted to be a Chinese Physician when i was small. But now i kinda in the wrong place if i am going to study chinese physician. Seeing my friends all graduated, i felt like im still a child. Especially look at the pictures, god, i missed so much. Qi Min asked me how i felt today when i saw those pictures, i didn't know what to say... A mixture of different feelings flushed up to me immediately. I always miss my family and friends, even until now, i still have homesick and all these shit stuffs. I felt like im in a strange place, not a place of my own...i'm an outsider, a stranger. Regret, i cannot. No point of being regret as i cannot go back in time although i wish i can. I don't like this place , i hate this place and sick of pretending i'm happy and okay here. Im not. I hate it here, hate all the Irish people and their freaking mind. I hate the friggin weather and i hate the life here. I don't care if a random Irish people came in and saw this, i just don't.

Still have a few days till December, then would be Xmas and then New Year. God, 2010... this is crazy. Time pased very quick without me noticing. I still remember early January this year and me and my friends were counting the days and now it's November going into December. Holy Shit! Then would be 2011, i'll be graduated from my high school and then 2012...

Crazy time crazy life crazy people

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  • Nov 08 Sun 2009 23:42
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This place has totally abandoned by me

no updates or anything

i just- don't feel writing anymore

don't feel motivations

same old boring days

suckx

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  • Oct 11 Sun 2009 15:07
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惨了,我爱上你声音了。

很久很久没有这种感觉了,第一次是在几年前,第二次就是现在。

我们认识快3年了,不长不短

真的真的好喜欢你,可是那种喜欢还说不上爱吧~

我不知道,肯能我在逃避,可同时一部分的我却说放纵自己一次!

应该还是不应该

一切顺其自然吧!最重要的是你被从grounded解放先!!!(这个太好笑了,下次再迟到就会被ground更久)

我喜欢的东西,你讨厌

你喜欢的东西,我讨厌

就好像你喜欢猫,我讨厌猫

我喜欢羽毛球,你讨厌羽毛球

(还真不懂我们两个怎样走在一起的)

手机里的短信有80%是你的,20%是random people ( 大部分都是说我今天不去上学的短信)

80%里面应该有20%是你说你爱我,我保留了

我没说过我爱你

太沉重了

也是一种责任

在我还没爱上你的时候,我是不会说我爱你的

因为我无法肯定

我时时刻刻都觉得你会离开

所以我保留了我的爱

 

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J&Q don't go together!!!

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  • Sep 09 Wed 2009 06:07
  • 090909

我好累

可是我睡不着

想着明天的成绩

想着明天酱会是个多有火药味的一天

想着某个人

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终于要出成绩了

本来说好是十点半拿成绩然后11点半出发去水上乐园玩的

可是现在因为有人没缴钱所以取消了

很生气,不爽

最让我感到愤怒的是

学校竟然延迟出成绩而且明天还要去上课

什么东西!!!!

其他学校的大概11点就拿到了而且他们还有一天假期

gay 学校

我们本来也说好晚上去splash 庆祝的

结果学校的一封信弄到很多没有的去

没有waterparky又没有splas。。。

加上一大堆本来不用明天教的功课

现在要全部做完

一大堆!!!

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想念某个人

不知道他现在安全到达家里了没有

今天旅行回来

两个月的埃及旅行,羡慕

明知道我是个超级埃及迷也不带我去

认识你两年了吧。。。

圣诞节那天认识的- 非常浪漫

面对你

我好累

假装当不知道?

我玩不起游戏

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胃痛

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  • Jun 23 Tue 2009 04:12
  • 想家

千里之外
游子想家
家在南方
南方遥远
唯有透过电话和家人说声,
“妈,你过得好吗?”

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  • Jun 23 Tue 2009 01:56
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  • Jun 18 Thu 2009 23:30
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This is how it works
It feels a little worse
Than when we drove our hearse
Right through that screaming crowd

While laughing up a storm
Until we were just bone
Until it got so warm
That none of us could sleep

And all the Styrofoam
Began to melt away
We tried to find some words
To aid in the decay

But none of them were home
Inside their catacomb
A million ancient bees
Began to sting our knees

While we were on our knees
Praying that disease
Would leave the ones we love
And never come again

On the radio
We heard, 'November Rain'
That solo's really long
But it's a pretty song
We listened to it twice
'Case the DJ was asleep

This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't

You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath

No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took

And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood

And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again

And on the radio
You hear, 'November Rain'
That solo's awful long
But it's a good refrain
You listen to it twice
'Cause the DJ is asleep

On the radio, on the radio
On the radio, uh oh, on the radio, uh oh
On the radio, uh oh, on the radio

 

终于给我放到youtube了,感谢卡乔鸟

这几天我一直听这首歌,重复又重复,完全不会闷

听到我都会唱了

话说,还有一个星期左右我就要回马来西亚了

我不懂,我有点怕

我怕我看到家人会很尴尬

久没看到家人和朋友,感觉和他们疏远了

以前打电话回家,可以和妈妈聊很久

现在很少了,不知道要聊什么,也不知道要说什么

来来去去都是最近怎样?天气怎样?冷不冷?

我知道这些都是关心我的话,可是我却觉得和家人的关系疏远了

 

 

 

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  • May 17 Sun 2009 23:31
  • 风格

一直在找一个自己喜欢的template

可却一直找不到

一直换风格

依照自己心情而换。。。

 

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  • May 13 Wed 2009 02:18
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  • Apr 09 Thu 2009 19:01
  • 下雨

 

窗外下雨了~每当这时后我就会想家。我真的很想家里的一切。当初来的时候,还真勇敢。

完全没想过这个问题,完全没想过我会这么的想家。。。

以为我会很勇敢,原来只是我希望我勇敢而已。

当初来到这里,水土不服?没有~而是过了一个月才开始严重不习惯。。

语言,我大概没什么问题。可是我就是无法融入他们~社交生活对他们来说蛮重要的...而我一向和这些绝缘

被逼着去,说白了,我真的不大喜欢

虽然现在也有几年了,不习惯也得习惯,不喜欢也得喜欢...

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