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- Jun 25 Fri 2010 10:48
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3.48am
- Jun 18 Fri 2010 02:09
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waka waka
- May 03 Mon 2010 11:50
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030510
4.49 am
I think this is the 2nd post since the start of the year..having my lappy broken down is really not a good thing, there are hell lots of things i can't do but i survive.
Being 18 is like, erm ...nothing... i don't feel anything except that 'oh , you're 18!' 'you can have an id now' yeah a real one not a fakey! Being 18 is suppose to be like ooh you're mature now, you can drink, you can smoke you can go to bar and you can hve sex legally!!! But honestly i don't give a damn! Those are just fucking irish way of drinking! yes you can drink, but tell me, how many irish havent drink a sip of 'under 18 not allowed' before?? Clubbing, i have to admit, ITS FUN!!!!! but again its not fun here in ireland!!!!i prefer to go to mamak with friends, to yamcha and actually have a life. Hanging with friends this way is actually way much better. Although i still think clubbing is fun( eh, kinda confused myself here)
I miss Malaysia, honestly i do. i always said how shit malaysia is but that just the government. Malaysia is still a great place. The heat, the night-outs,the shopping,the beaches,the FOOD and the people. Of all those things i miss my family and friends the most. And the one thing i most looking forward for is the gathering with my friends in KL!!!! i seriously cant wait!
I think this is the 2nd post since the start of the year..having my lappy broken down is really not a good thing, there are hell lots of things i can't do but i survive.
Being 18 is like, erm ...nothing... i don't feel anything except that 'oh , you're 18!' 'you can have an id now' yeah a real one not a fakey! Being 18 is suppose to be like ooh you're mature now, you can drink, you can smoke you can go to bar and you can hve sex legally!!! But honestly i don't give a damn! Those are just fucking irish way of drinking! yes you can drink, but tell me, how many irish havent drink a sip of 'under 18 not allowed' before?? Clubbing, i have to admit, ITS FUN!!!!! but again its not fun here in ireland!!!!i prefer to go to mamak with friends, to yamcha and actually have a life. Hanging with friends this way is actually way much better. Although i still think clubbing is fun( eh, kinda confused myself here)
I miss Malaysia, honestly i do. i always said how shit malaysia is but that just the government. Malaysia is still a great place. The heat, the night-outs,the shopping,the beaches,the FOOD and the people. Of all those things i miss my family and friends the most. And the one thing i most looking forward for is the gathering with my friends in KL!!!! i seriously cant wait!
- Apr 01 Thu 2010 07:56
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百吻，巴黎
- Nov 24 Tue 2009 01:28
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What do you do?
Gay, Lesbian,Homosexual...
when you find out one of your friends is gay, what do you do? Do you just walk away or feel cool about it? For me, i really don't know what to do. I feel like , yeah its alright, nothing serious, pretty cool when its people i don't really know. But now, it's my friend, one of my closest friend. I know there is something in her but i don't know how to deal with it when it comes down to my bestfriend. Do i say anything to her? Or do i just stay quiet. What worse, she said she has feelings for a few of us not just one of us. She is acting weirdly.
Maybe its not, but the way she acted and different things that happened led us to this conclusion. It may be not , it may be just depression in her or just herself seeking for our attention. But the way she acted freaked us out. I'm worrying of her and i am afraid she is going to do something stupid like suicide. It could happen as you never know.
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when you find out one of your friends is gay, what do you do? Do you just walk away or feel cool about it? For me, i really don't know what to do. I feel like , yeah its alright, nothing serious, pretty cool when its people i don't really know. But now, it's my friend, one of my closest friend. I know there is something in her but i don't know how to deal with it when it comes down to my bestfriend. Do i say anything to her? Or do i just stay quiet. What worse, she said she has feelings for a few of us not just one of us. She is acting weirdly.
Maybe its not, but the way she acted and different things that happened led us to this conclusion. It may be not , it may be just depression in her or just herself seeking for our attention. But the way she acted freaked us out. I'm worrying of her and i am afraid she is going to do something stupid like suicide. It could happen as you never know.
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- Nov 23 Mon 2009 07:38
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231109
November 22nd
Firstly i like to wish all the SPM and STPM people good luck in their state exams.
Supposely im a SPMer as well this year after that would be college. If i never come here to Ireland, i would be either studying graphic design or chinese physician in KL. I always wanted to be a Chinese Physician when i was small. But now i kinda in the wrong place if i am going to study chinese physician. Seeing my friends all graduated, i felt like im still a child. Especially look at the pictures, god, i missed so much. Qi Min asked me how i felt today when i saw those pictures, i didn't know what to say... A mixture of different feelings flushed up to me immediately. I always miss my family and friends, even until now, i still have homesick and all these shit stuffs. I felt like im in a strange place, not a place of my own...i'm an outsider, a stranger. Regret, i cannot. No point of being regret as i cannot go back in time although i wish i can. I don't like this place , i hate this place and sick of pretending i'm happy and okay here. Im not. I hate it here, hate all the Irish people and their freaking mind. I hate the friggin weather and i hate the life here. I don't care if a random Irish people came in and saw this, i just don't.
Still have a few days till December, then would be Xmas and then New Year. God, 2010... this is crazy. Time pased very quick without me noticing. I still remember early January this year and me and my friends were counting the days and now it's November going into December. Holy Shit! Then would be 2011, i'll be graduated from my high school and then 2012...
Firstly i like to wish all the SPM and STPM people good luck in their state exams.
Supposely im a SPMer as well this year after that would be college. If i never come here to Ireland, i would be either studying graphic design or chinese physician in KL. I always wanted to be a Chinese Physician when i was small. But now i kinda in the wrong place if i am going to study chinese physician. Seeing my friends all graduated, i felt like im still a child. Especially look at the pictures, god, i missed so much. Qi Min asked me how i felt today when i saw those pictures, i didn't know what to say... A mixture of different feelings flushed up to me immediately. I always miss my family and friends, even until now, i still have homesick and all these shit stuffs. I felt like im in a strange place, not a place of my own...i'm an outsider, a stranger. Regret, i cannot. No point of being regret as i cannot go back in time although i wish i can. I don't like this place , i hate this place and sick of pretending i'm happy and okay here. Im not. I hate it here, hate all the Irish people and their freaking mind. I hate the friggin weather and i hate the life here. I don't care if a random Irish people came in and saw this, i just don't.
Still have a few days till December, then would be Xmas and then New Year. God, 2010... this is crazy. Time pased very quick without me noticing. I still remember early January this year and me and my friends were counting the days and now it's November going into December. Holy Shit! Then would be 2011, i'll be graduated from my high school and then 2012...
- Nov 22 Sun 2009 17:48
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New Moon
New Moon 20/11/09 8:45
okok, New Moon is abslutely crazy.
Everyone in my school is on about it even the lads eg.Liam
Tickets were sold out two weeks before , i mean this is just mad!!!! People, calm down!!! I know Jacob is hot but no need for this ( who know, i'm like this as well )
okok, New Moon is abslutely crazy.
Everyone in my school is on about it even the lads eg.Liam
Tickets were sold out two weeks before , i mean this is just mad!!!! People, calm down!!! I know Jacob is hot but no need for this ( who know, i'm like this as well )
- Nov 20 Fri 2009 05:33
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CONCERN FAST
- Nov 08 Sun 2009 23:42
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081109
This place has totally abandoned by me
no updates or anything
i just- don't feel writing anymore
don't feel motivations
no updates or anything
i just- don't feel writing anymore
don't feel motivations
- Oct 25 Sun 2009 05:22
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241009
Dunno what i've been doing and thinking recently~Busy or just pretending to be busy....
Can't believe it is half-term, one quarter of the school life of 09/10 is gone..
Too quick , too soon and yet i have to accept this.
Maybe i did do something,been working hard in my Bio and got an A in my assignment. Did shit in my maths but still get moved up to the Higher Honours Maths Class which i don't really want to. Did shit in my DCG...really bad, got a big fat zero in my last test... and yet i still can't draw a dihedral angle! really annoy! Fuckin hate the Eavon Boland's Poetry~
Can't believe it is half-term, one quarter of the school life of 09/10 is gone..
Too quick , too soon and yet i have to accept this.
Maybe i did do something,been working hard in my Bio and got an A in my assignment. Did shit in my maths but still get moved up to the Higher Honours Maths Class which i don't really want to. Did shit in my DCG...really bad, got a big fat zero in my last test... and yet i still can't draw a dihedral angle! really annoy! Fuckin hate the Eavon Boland's Poetry~
