梦想旅程

好久好久没更新了。。。也有几个月吧！

最近超级迷上了-百吻，巴黎的这个部落

真的真的很欣赏她的大胆和艺术感。。。可是某人却不懂

我叫某人帮我买这本摄影册结果他说你要他吻一本个男人的照片？？

啊！！！可是我真的觉得这些照片很美很浪漫，er...有收藏价值（？）

人生，就应该享受和尝试不同的东西，

当你老了的时候，

你可以和你的孩子，你的孙子说你曾经做过的事。

在你的人生画册上留下精彩的一幅彩图。

我想这女生找到了她的方法。

Gay, Lesbian,Homosexual...

when you find out one of your friends is gay, what do you do? Do you just walk away or feel cool about it? For me, i really don't know what to do. I feel like , yeah its alright, nothing serious, pretty cool when its people i don't really know. But now, it's my friend, one of my closest friend. I know there is something in her but i don't know how to deal with it when it comes down to my bestfriend. Do i say anything to her? Or do i just stay quiet. What worse, she said she has feelings for a few of us not just one of us. She is acting weirdly.

Maybe its not, but the way she acted and different things that happened led us to this conclusion. It may be not , it may be just depression in her or just herself seeking for our attention. But the way she acted freaked us out. I'm worrying of her and i am afraid she is going to do something stupid like suicide. It could happen as you never know.

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No school tomorro because of the strike.

The JONAS BROTHERS are here tomorro!!!!!!!! In Phoneix Park!!!!!!!!!! OMJ!!!!!!

Going to PARAMORE concert !!!!!!Been waiting for years to go to their concert!!!!

November 22nd

Firstly i like to wish all the SPM and STPM people good luck in their state exams.

Supposely im a SPMer as well this year after that would be college. If i never come here to Ireland, i would be either studying graphic design or chinese physician in KL. I always wanted to be a Chinese Physician when i was small. But now i kinda in the wrong place if i am going to study chinese physician. Seeing my friends all graduated, i felt like im still a child. Especially look at the pictures, god, i missed so much. Qi Min asked me how i felt today when i saw those pictures, i didn't know what to say... A mixture of different feelings flushed up to me immediately. I always miss my family and friends, even until now, i still have homesick and all these shit stuffs. I felt like im in a strange place, not a place of my own...i'm an outsider, a stranger. Regret, i cannot. No point of being regret as i cannot go back in time although i wish i can. I don't like this place , i hate this place and sick of pretending i'm happy and okay here. Im not. I hate it here, hate all the Irish people and their freaking mind. I hate the friggin weather and i hate the life here. I don't care if a random Irish people came in and saw this, i just don't.

Still have a few days till December, then would be Xmas and then New Year. God, 2010... this is crazy. Time pased very quick without me noticing. I still remember early January this year and me and my friends were counting the days and now it's November going into December. Holy Shit! Then would be 2011, i'll be graduated from my high school and then 2012...

Crazy time crazy life crazy people