梦想旅程

Gay, Lesbian,Homosexual...

when you find out one of your friends is gay, what do you do? Do you just walk away or feel cool about it? For me, i really don't know what to do. I feel like , yeah its alright, nothing serious, pretty cool when its people i don't really know. But now, it's my friend, one of my closest friend. I know there is something in her but i don't know how to deal with it when it comes down to my bestfriend. Do i say anything to her? Or do i just stay quiet. What worse, she said she has feelings for a few of us not just one of us. She is acting weirdly.

Maybe its not, but the way she acted and different things that happened led us to this conclusion. It may be not , it may be just depression in her or just herself seeking for our attention. But the way she acted freaked us out. I'm worrying of her and i am afraid she is going to do something stupid like suicide. It could happen as you never know.

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No school tomorro because of the strike.

The JONAS BROTHERS are here tomorro!!!!!!!! In Phoneix Park!!!!!!!!!! OMJ!!!!!!

Going to PARAMORE concert !!!!!!Been waiting for years to go to their concert!!!!

November 22nd

Firstly i like to wish all the SPM and STPM people good luck in their state exams.

Supposely im a SPMer as well this year after that would be college. If i never come here to Ireland, i would be either studying graphic design or chinese physician in KL. I always wanted to be a Chinese Physician when i was small. But now i kinda in the wrong place if i am going to study chinese physician. Seeing my friends all graduated, i felt like im still a child. Especially look at the pictures, god, i missed so much. Qi Min asked me how i felt today when i saw those pictures, i didn't know what to say... A mixture of different feelings flushed up to me immediately. I always miss my family and friends, even until now, i still have homesick and all these shit stuffs. I felt like im in a strange place, not a place of my own...i'm an outsider, a stranger. Regret, i cannot. No point of being regret as i cannot go back in time although i wish i can. I don't like this place , i hate this place and sick of pretending i'm happy and okay here. Im not. I hate it here, hate all the Irish people and their freaking mind. I hate the friggin weather and i hate the life here. I don't care if a random Irish people came in and saw this, i just don't.

Still have a few days till December, then would be Xmas and then New Year. God, 2010... this is crazy. Time pased very quick without me noticing. I still remember early January this year and me and my friends were counting the days and now it's November going into December. Holy Shit! Then would be 2011, i'll be graduated from my high school and then 2012...

Crazy time crazy life crazy people

New Moon 20/11/09  8:45

okok, New Moon is abslutely crazy.

Everyone in my school is on about it even the lads eg.Liam

Tickets were sold out two weeks before , i mean this is just mad!!!! People, calm down!!! I know Jacob is hot but no need for this ( who know, i'm like this as well )

I couldn't get the ticket for 6pm show so i watched the 8.45 pm instead. Went to the cinema at 8pm and im glad i did that. The amount of people in the cinema OMJ (Oh My Jacob)!!! People were everywhere!! The queue was so long. They were there before us and we went at 8pm. Jesus Chirst!! Normally the cinema there is so quiet, not much people go but on Friday night, it was packed. I remembered i was in the cinema with my friends and we were the only one in the screen while on Friday, the whole Screen 1 was full. People were there for Edward and Jacob. lol

So went in and got perfect seat at the front and right in the middle. Nice! After all the trailers and the screen went black for about 5 mins.And this couple beside me were cursing and giving out to the cinema and said that if they don't show the movie they gonna sue the cinema, OMJ come on , give a life! Jacob won't go away!

Then the movie started, everyone were sceaming and they were people hushing for others to shut up. New Moon is definately way better than Twillight, no doubt with this but it wasnt as good as i aspected. I was abit bored at some stage. Overall it was still amazing. There were a few funny parts eg.where Jacob took of  his shirt ( that was the good bit ). All of us agree that Jacob was fantastically HOT! What i like about him the most was where he was so caring in the movie ( well, Jacob's always caring ) and his body was warm not cold like Edward. He was always there for Bella ( i wish i was Bella) and always the one you can depend on.

Jasper was funny in the movie as well- the humerous in him.

Carlise was cool, the coolest vampire in the movie. He was immune to blood.

The Volturi, what can you say. They were suppose to be the good ones but they way they acted out in the movie were seem to be villains. And Aro looked quite old in the movie as well. Caius - The cruelest one. While i was watching New Moon , i was like he seems to be very familiar, then i realised he was Anthony Hope in Sweeny Todd!! And he will also be Gabrielle Delacour in Harry Potter and The deadly hallows !!! ok , he is going to be the evil one.

In the end of the film, the last last bit of the film, everyone in the cinema did the same action- aww...It was so sweet ( but i wish that was jacob not Edward!!!)

TEAM JACOB ROCKS!!!

Emma gonna kill me when she finds out i finally picked my side.

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You can be the person i depend on and you will always be that person. You're not the tiny one or the cranky one , you never will. I love you.